February 3, Both of us

it comes as no surprise to anyone, I am sure
that one day many years from now, when we crumble
and our everyday worries turn to ash,

we will both be better at kissing.

January 15, I’ll come home soon, promise

we met
30 years ago
in a hospital with no name
or well, it had a name
I just don’t remember it

there are alot of things
I don’t remember

like your middle name
your birthday
or your constant hypocondria

but yeah,
I still call you every day
just to make sure that
you are okay
and to hear your voice
berating me for the choices
I made in life
I love you,